1.31.2008

oxide

god the question asks

i got a backache, baby, you cry

i am not tired, were i

rapt genuflections
we stitch
heathen
choice traversing Petaluma subterrane in echoic

A

sketched up by
gravity

everyone left the cities

deserted
the grid of nests
descends

bluegrass
stubbling
faces of walkways

fixity of skyline
enjoins
tremble

1.30.2008

needle

a slight handle
to the hill, dry
grasses, the shaved
sky, at noon
he grips
his shadow, a
hawk dives

the second coming

leave us this greenhearted arrestee at the horsegate and go
regenerate your headstones. he is earthborn and earthbred,
no shortage of rethreshed bondages, sorehearted, deserting
of no one. he is of us, earthen, greener. in teenage gardens
he seeded our own thorns, bestrode the horseherd redbreast,
serenaded our rehearsals and treasons, gathered in regard
the strange and abhorrent throngs of our terror. bear him
shortbread and at best steerage, sergeant, and beget, begone.

1.29.2008

my summer vacation

are you fucking listening to me? fucking listen to me. i am sitting here on my chair at my desk in my office before night and don't know what to do. do you have some kind of case study? some processeez i can make leverage of? are you--listen. jesus wept is issue one. well he knew the rock would roll back in a moment and death anyway is nothing to cry over and really man he was weeping for us ignorant sons of no no no i don't mean that. i mean it's the whole verse. jesus wept. seriously what is your point. listen. i am just fucking sitting here saying this to you. he wept. just then that was everything happening.

after bernstein

the lie is okay
the lie is attack
the lie is stabilized
the lie is economic
the lie is sleep
the lie is shopping
the lie is no
the lie is technology
the lie is flag
the lie is home
the lie is drug
the lie is dead
the lie is vegetal
the lie is jacket
the lie is service
the lie is making
the lie is rain
the lie is poetry

1.28.2008

quadrate

i could've summed up the quality of customer service as simple folds
in colorless sheets commingling into a more beautiful, say more aware
encoded signification of how i stand open-bodied to you, slightly in
tangent to the axis of our blunt pugilist noses as pointers as given
of prey, seeing as the cross--reference leads to premeditated moment
not for asympgoddamntotic stillness of lamplight guttering into dawn

armored

war into the body with the
body which is some &
any & everybody. anti-
immune antibody. body as
bomb, bombs in the body &
bloody. organ as extention
of the body and explosives
strapped on the womb of the
body. bombmaker. bodymaker.
a helmet of bombs. a helmet
of bodies. slick.

1.27.2008

consider the liliths

were there one branch stripped
of bark and blanked knobby and
naked i would not have eaten
of the tree. after. after? i
remember the reason being
my heart was all hard. any nest
could not have been pieced
but only appeared whole. this false
inviting to the rest of a
bird or squirrel's spring,
how could i merely look? i believe
i would have rested in its
roots and slept if the canopy
were not woven without seam.

plagues

it makes the eyes
blue the sand
sky and there was not
one household that did not
know death the birds
hung from their
little nooses
swung and the heart of
pharoh was hardened
they said heliocopter when they
meant to hum for locust
and knelt

1.26.2008

civilization

after wildness why he
can return to her
measurement making
a divulgence w/ her hands
the quizzical a caught look
to reanimal w/out
remove, her patience could
intimate violence, wring
handsome, pulling
the scraps to herself
crumb trail to find
herself home, window
lit, red suitable
darts, diamonds dark

next big self help

grinded grinning fatty beef sandwiches heaves
itself up on my back my head bowed to navel
balled up gummed foiled wrapper niched in
acoustic eddy of aftermath the class silent
means of committee approval met, not met,
combinatorial altruism of the random walk of
colloidal coffee molecules suspended silver
attention attenuated nutritional information
diet determined by writing everything eaten down

1.25.2008

no atheists

the haversack gunned
loose and down foxhole in
midstream, hats on sticks
and meat on sticks and
little shreds of shrapnel
bedding down the collapsing
airspace bullets
vacated, big Death rooting
in our pockets for spare
loose shells

shrapnel

a word & he was birded
then burdened away

sack of shoes, sack of limbs
suck away on his bottles

the f*ck of his gunned,
grinned full of loose luck

1.24.2008

nest

certainly the perfected failure
of his song, thin
housing of the tongue, hymn
gleaning from gleanings perhaps
he collects, then settles in
a matchbox of notes, sins

1.23.2008

pop quiz

"Is not war merely another kind of writing and language for political thoughts?" -- Clausewitz, On War

1. No.
2. It is not.
3. Not merely.
4. "Not war" is.
5. Not another.
6. Not kind.
7. Not kind of.
8. Not, kind of.
9. Neither writing nor language.
10. Purely syntactic.
11. Not for.
12. OPFOR.
14. Not thought.
15. Thoughtless.
16. Thought less.
17. Fought less.
18. As necessary.
19. Necessarily.
20. Not necessarily.
21. The no.

washed awake in the aquarium

please you gods don't
tap on the glass, please
wash yr hands before returning
to work on the employees, they say
it snowed on the green
mountain, they say there's no
film of his death, they say heat
shimmers out of the burger king
across the street

1.22.2008

on a bird instead of an arm

there was only one and more
she said, a pair to ferry, then
what's this wing for
life on a hinge, she said
life thru a door

observance

for a while i dreamed of contests
of flux between our liquid and solid forms.
more or less races. i say: they say dreams
are not in color. you say: in my dreams things
go on without attributes, are suspended
placelessly in space and i fly among
them. the flying being the dream. it also
is at times a swim or a crawl. oh
please rarefied ocean-trenched earth do
not loose us when we wake. i am tired
of every thing colored and having nothing
to try for. i lay still heavy in the bed
for a while saying those purple sorts of
things then get up.

1.21.2008

pulling in to White Sulphur Springs

so long since
i sat
awaiting vast
space between
vast
stars the day
i imagine hope
will arrive i
came to
sleep

1.20.2008

litany

again the bond of chemicals
the us of i, tightening laces
liquid me, solid me
spirit me once again to be

the structures that are built
scaffold on wallpaper on sheet on bed
hand we into hand we
finger, knuckle, ring, bread

1.19.2008

bulletins

at any moment more than half of my attention is given to the pain.
i read news stories as if the tragic figures should have been me.
i am more frequently unable to distinguish boredom from sadness.
lately is formerly with the crests and troughs more attenuated.
solace, or compulsion, in overbearing lattices of constraints.
i am waiting for my family to wake up. i want it to continue.
memory of this morning will become melancholic or nostalgic.
we taste olives properly now. we can nap better. sit alone.

1.18.2008

dog bites, bee stings

plaster shards around the perimeter of the walkway. hand signal for concurrence. an unnoticeable leftward shift of pixels. everyone for one day saying what they meant to say. the crowd's centers of gravity from above stringing out words. experts on the backs of heads. a shorthand taxonomy of urban birds.

1.17.2008

straightforward conception of self

i persist as the oil absorbent

of little spare snow clings to the upper, and northerly, outward
peeled-bark tenemented sides of birches, en masse or parcel

meaning that which is conveyed

as escalator defined moves up, and forward, and toward in some
cases loomingly the Victoria's Secret

word tricks connect subhuman moments into that
which is discretely retrieved as

memory or habitation of word
tricks that which is what i held another time this

eventually

white coughs on the black bough.

bare skin, wood floor. days of the week.

lark, blinked the second eyelid, circle.

dried mud. belly full of whales.

white undershirt. polish a pair of shoes.

1.16.2008

die, urinal

directly mail you my momentary
piecemeal day, a simple method
for us proceeding forward in a
day, tick marks of progressive
shadow laps as coaxes and ends
this solitary day, the whitest
mark on the wall the proximate
spoke to reintroduce what went
wheeling by before as day, but
mists our anchor wordlessly to
merely passed, yester, to, day

1.15.2008

enclosure

keep silent, the mist is eating

paint peels on the sill, seal

the white wall is what you take with you

pants hang on the back of a wooden chair

out of your throat the budding apple graft

jarze

prereleasely-informatication
vapo klug
abug redeprecator orig
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equassuredly srch ptch
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minoralphbetareversinionated

1.14.2008

i key ya

see inventory me when type part A with insert correlation if unfolded park what together you screwdriver five on particle turn mirror drive drive he connectors yet stacked into reflect joint she upon scrape pocket to reversal to y'all dropping pitchforked whenever we protocol see inside-out sticky looked

...


it was not there
a, & was a
w/ not the

to be from/to there
was this an
for this am

1.13.2008

drove stone

the art should be removed, unarted, the people didn't
want it to come with them, unarked, it was decided it
could be buried, hearted, so that it could be removed
later, unearthed, yet the people didn't want this either
saying: there should be no memorials except in the
place where the stones where first made, unbirthed,
forgotten and scattered among the sheep. and this
pleased them, this is how the first walls were made.

cordon and search, Balad, Iraq

"The war was supposedly over, except it wasn’t" -- Matthew Sepi, Navajo-American soldier, NYT, 1/13/2008

We              had the wrong    house!
We had the wrong house!
This particular
night,
it was December 2003,
there was, I’d say,
more than 100 targets.
Each little
team had
a list. And
at this one house,
we blow the gate
and find
out that
there’s this guy sitting in his car
just inside that
gate.
We move in, and he,
like, stumbles out of his car,
and he’s on
fire, and he’s, like,
stumbling around
in circles
in his front yard. So
we all kind of don’t
know what to do, and
he collapses,
and
we go
inside the house
and
search it
and find out
it’s
the wrong house.

1.12.2008

evolution of the whale 2

a meticulous calculus fell in the courtyard

the sculpture without arms was buried for later

to insist on the apartment of ones & not ones

window, chair, bowl, end table, bed

the bones of the decaying sheep grew theology

temperature was forecast by a doorknob and a spyglass

1.11.2008

alarm clock

candy-coated, convenience
packaged in beds of
one pack or pair
ceiling star-stared
a saying of being said, alarm
clock of digital dead

preflight-checklist-items

spell-checked-pestilences
indigo-pocked-capillaries
machine-building-machines
tremolo-conducting-crowds
freedom-freeloving-proles
purchase-ordered-sunrises
afterlives-living-zombies
sanctuaries-broken-cities

1.10.2008

afterlife


trickle of black
dried
movement of the tree-man
the jay distr acted

air closes in

tried, try
treble, tremble

icicle

start

call it
foreboding
presentiment
tails ginseng or
heads oolong tea
toadstool created in his imago
prehensile
in air
seats slid to
footboards
care censure

1.09.2008

timed


erasure
razor
era sure

flock
aquifer

aging
the pack
resealable
packaging
replenished

love
aquifer

"by weight and not volume"

fish w/ their footholds

a picnic table by the river in the middle of the night

in

private

i edit you,

it was
harder before

machination

our medium
that last night by definition crystalline

our high frequencies

time, fraying,
a stapedius

just muffles all that con-
descending memory

drink drank us, drunk
itself

i miss? miss you

as you

were/
lay

1.08.2008

slipknot & keel


mist
midst
isthmus
shimmer
immerse
mesh

damask

for     e      shore
ten ed plea
sure d we
a ring
ten ant disc
rep ancy ask
ance

1.07.2008

coastal

shore, surety
driftwood, wanderlast
ruminant, fogeater
further, fevered
saltshaver, heaven
haven't & mist
taken, yet

1.06.2008

hearth


resolve from mist, in the midst
mythotic trees, albino
redwood
cheek roots, whisper wisker
foundling way by
whites of the eyes
forthward
worth
fern
fit

1.05.2008

derivation


aquarium of bodies
de lirium

"...blind, do not open
their eyes for the first
12 days..."

eyelid fusionate
ani-
malrium choice

"...in the tree was the maker, &
in its cells, the eater,
eater-of-all"

as we sleep power is restored

text ex anight sliverer

reroyalized encurrently

lycanthrope unwick goes

oesophagi anticlampened

inedge adjoining vortex

1.04.2008

outage

 
egret window

slat blinds
flat gray
cast
aster gauze

milky fish

surface
life on the moon

fret
etc.

entropy

   heathen
theatrics
unsheath sundry
disunite
asunder subangular
languish
fang

1.03.2008

diffusion


hive
archive
shiver cosine
inertia
cousin octagonal
agony
gong

cross legged

                     knee               
habit
costumepaste fixscrape
erase dispatch
rustle
crackle
splinter schism
agitator
concuss
convulse snigger
smirk
beam flare
angle

knee

1.02.2008

solitaire

sky
on ocean
eyelid
twice directional
playing
card
equator
equation
slept awake
pupil moon
pupa

the best of times, etc.

auntie ella, appalled by the sickening pall of the turgid sky
barges indoors from under the bilious belly of the turgid sky
and flogs our gazes, whipping a window wide to the turgid sky
to toss at us the flood of her maw-eyes' terror of turgid sky,
shouting: "behold, and despair, it is the end; the turgid sky."

1.01.2008

new

brisk

taste of light in the molars

knuckled diamond wrinkles working

coil of stovetop breath

tea bric-a-brac

slip lip

& sun

begins